Mumbai Blasts-- Let there be some light !!!

I am as sure as anyone else who knows Mumbai,it's going through some real tough phase ,heavy rains,Shiv Sena disturbences and them worst of all July 11 Blasts.
As i learnt about this through internet as a breaking news i got to know that the number of sufferers must have been in Hundreds if not in thousands.Terrorists this time hurted the life line of Mumbai ,my heart goes for all those who faced it .
I actually have been seeing and dicsussing with people anywhere i get to meet.Human being in general have grown more untolerent and the deeds have turned more henious.I don't really know what is the final motive.I see stupid Hammas kidnapping 19yr old Israeli only to be bombed rashly and i am sure they have paid it by 200 lives at least.I really am curious to know how Israel expects that bombing civilians in Pelestine and Lebnon will get that boy back.We saw London bombings,Madrid bombing,Bali Bombings....Some time back ,Beslan was one of the most horrible incidents i can think ,took place when 400+ Kids were killed by fanatics .Adding to this list ever existing issues in North /west and Central africa,where a mass scale massacre is just a routine.
Specially so called Suicide Bombing has become a catchy words (catchy for all those who have no heads on those shoulders).I really can not understand what brings some one to do acts like 9/11..or Beslan..Or Madrid Train..Or Moscow Theatre ..Or Bali Bombing or Mumbai Trains blasts or Akshar Dham temple attack...I really can not make out.
Life is so precious in my terminology...It is just NON negotiable possesion someone has given all of us...I CAN NOT barter it for any amout of wealth/peace/happiness/or whatever so call martayerdom ...I just can not..But how can one just get away from this LOVE FOR LIFE.I can not understand....Fine!!! one wants to die himself...Do it..But why so many others who you actualy don't know,whom you never met,who never even thought about you,thinking in a wrong way is also a remotest possibility.How can you kill so many fellow humans for NOTHING???
Ones you did suicide attack,what was the end result .....You died,your family suffered(if they were there) ,you killed so many i don't know who all...Kids..olds..innocents..wonderful lives,you made so many living people helpless,you made so many suffer for all the life full of misery..Is this where you find your happiness,your satisfaction,you final aim.What bloody things,what stupid goal, WHAT DID you achieved?
Even if you believe in So called GOD who wants you to be Martyer,you think god was happy to see you killing himself and so many other beautiful creation of God himself....Did you ever feel happy at some one mercilessly tearing apart your painfully done painting work? If you can not feel happy at this ,how can the god??
If your body can not feel human sentiments,emotions,feelings like mercy,kindness,love for life and finding pleasure in looking at others happy,don't you think you have a deformed brain???
I really want to meet a Suicider and ask him these questions.
Even if you are dumb ,How the hell on earth can you be so dumb to blow yourself and many others away.Did you ever have a chance to visit single home of a victim of such terror?Can not you look into the eyes of those who lost someone of their own.
Can not you understand simple thing that this flesh and blood is there in someones body to run inside... not run free outside,getting exposed as effect of some explosive.Can not you obey the nature ,created by some one same ,you claim to be killing yourself for???
Taking it other way round...You must have read and seen of many to achieved so called Martyerdom like you plan to ,now tell me frankly what could they change on earth??
Do you think 9/11 really tought America a lesson,or you think the Guys who brutally killed so many cute kids( i saw their pics ,they really were) in Beslan gave you your part of so called Chechenya....Zaqarawi dead and Shamil Basayev dead..they died pathetic death and so did all the suicide bombers ,no one to remember them....I can not remember any single Suicide bomber who really achieved a might even after killing ownself and many others.
There are better ways to lead life.If you are born on this earth ,live like a human,love life ,yours and others...Feel...Feel for yourself and for others.
The other day i saw disgusting video where Some bastards were beheading one helpless man somewhere in Iraq.It was just pathetic.I bet it was .I was just imagining how would one who were in all black with the gun and knife in the hand felt if the roles would have got reversed.
Seeing a helpless person who actually has not done ANY thing against you ,being tied and waiting for his death in next 5 minutes and then shrilling his throat out helplessly and then just in a minute 4 morons insulting his head in hand ,away from body,silent for ever,eyes closed was a horrible experience for me.
Every nation ,every person is beliving ,we are the right ones,we have the right to have more..more land..more money..more share...more say ...more power in in this race they are doing any and everyhting which must be avoided...
Funny it sounds but ,see,Kim Jong Jil ,ruthless North Korean dictator wants to create Nukes (don't know for what,he should understand his life is also as vunerable as any other human being)..where as All the North Korean live in miserable living conditions.
Same is the case with Middle East,i don't know what wonders Pelestineans can do with over growing illetrate population even if they drive Iseralis out,How much more land one wants...Go and Read Leo Tolstoy,even after death 2 mts is all one wants( or even less most of the times).
When everyone is born on the same earth than how can this earth belong to some one community ,why can not have larger heart.Why the hell one community needs always seperate peice of land..any where they get chance...Middle east/Russia/China/India/Asia Pacefic....Why always feel that they are being exploited and devoid of their rights.Why can not have more friendly and open attitude ,why not talk and learn of harmonious and multicoloured life rather than trying to terrorise people by foolish and unpardonable killings.
Do you think Newyork or London or Moscow or Mumbai and Delhi ...any of these cities lost it's status on world map after this???Do you really think that your deeds effected it,even if you have a sadist thinking?
Forget god..forget a community and forget a civilisation ,if you think like this you are very very small.....you hardly can effect these cities full of life,hope ,colors and means to support life..You can not kill the soul of these cities..
I think if you are thinking of being a suicide bomber you are in DARK...
I am sure THERE HAS TO BE SOME LIGHT ..there must be ,which bring you and makes you face to face brightness of life ,the ultimate creation..to the truth that life is to be cherished,to be appriciated and preserved ...Not for damaging destroying and perishing..distoring..
I just wish this light comes soon ,without missing a nanosecond,or else it will be too late ..not for these living people /cities/nations and governments and culture but for you..Coz they will still survive...only you would have blown yourself by that time....damaging some other lives around you..Leaving many crying helplessly ...not for you though....Pity...even after your death...all what you will get is curses ...you can not be a Martyer..Never!!!!